May 2011
1 post
WHERE IS ABYSSES? I AM HUGELY UPSET. I HOPE SHE COMES BACK OR THAT I CAN FIND HER. REALLY UPSETTING
April 2011
25 posts
http://www.gnod.net/ →
this site links music you know with music you don’t. also movies etc
Thinking about Norway.
I can only hope that someone sees the value of the work on that laptop & returns it.
So I wake up. I start thinking what that laptop must be a metaphor for. I realise how emotionally stingy I am to others after I think I’ve found someone I like (saying something ugly to someone else who is nice when its late & I’m drunk). So maybe I’ve lost someone really special - as special as all the work on my laptop - out of this fact that I focus solely on one person.
What have I lost???
I just had a dream that someone stole my laptop. I was living with my mother & father, and baby sister. We were in some city (London) in this rambling building with many sides exposed and I remember my father saying - oh yes we heard something the other night. So I first shout at my parents - and then search upstairs where these Japanese businessmen live. They explain that they don’t...
Okay well I went for my walk….. I cycled rather than walked eventually & yeah it was lovely…will now go and do the 3.5km one each week. Happy!
I’m going for a nice long walk & take pictures.
omg
Its amazing how many of my own thoughts and feelings seem to be referenced in only a few words, and pictures. so why would a few words in real life mean so much within the context of this work?
when u love someone can you tease them a bit or is that not fair.
why do I feel like I am constantly under seige?
hero-hawayu-deactivated20110516 asked: Y U RANDOMLY MESSAGE ME?
{ Though that was the best message I have ever received ever. }
Your blog is pretty interesting.
{ Though that was the best message I have ever received ever. }
Your blog is pretty interesting.
I wish I could record the voice of the girl in my head so I could explain how irritating it is. What does she want? We’ll never know
Remind myself - I have had interviews with so far two of the top games developers in the UK. That means something and I need to remember that these things are important. One is artistically most competant and far-sighted and the other semi-religious with a very sincere team, and I should take both of these facts to heart.
The site:
1)I have been offered 20,000 euros in investment - although this didn’t happen it is nonetheless a good sign.
2)I have received 7,600 euros already - also good.
3)I shouldn’t give up even though it has been 5 years - in actual work it is closer to 2 years.
I think I need to have some more faith in myself and look at the eventual outcome of this project which will be 1) relief that its over 2) ability to show others 3) possibly money by means of sponsorship/further businesses.
The continuation of this would be an Oxford version of the site. (This in relation to the nature of site)
I know it hasn’t been done before (and everything that...
Ok this is going to turn into a ramble as I know that an objective view of my thoughts is easier when analysed chronologically and defined by words & not simply feelings.
The project is going well, as is money, no major arguments with friends or family, I’m happy to the extent I am not physically sick and if I had someone who really cared I bet they would say that I am not doing so...
http://www.advirtus.com/ →
March 2011
13 posts
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_Curious →
I just used utorrent to download these.
http://redbullmusicacademyradio.com/shows/169/ →
lovely music to listen to when I’m feeling low/anxious
Deleted some stuff by accident. Have been following abysses. Really nice... will think of something to post soon
really interesting
http://www.thesecretworld.com/news →
The Secret World is a Norwegian MMORPG. exciting
http://www.zyprexa.com/Pages/index.aspx →
I receive state benefits as I have a disorder. This is what I am prescribed
http://www.flickr.com/photos/31380135@N02/ →
This is my flickr address. Its been up a few years
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1278379/ →
this should be ‘Jack Goes Boating’. I didn’t notice the url was missing until recently
http://www.virtualgalway.net/paul_street1.html →
This is the website I am working on.